What Do i do Now? HeySistah Publishing

It's 844pm and I am praying that the boys are going to go to sleep with no coaxing, soothing, bribing, or BEGGING!! I gave them both a bath and barely had enough energy to bathe myself!! It's hard to believe that I'm the same person that partied till the sun came up in various countries and various nightclubs, then went out for breakfast because we STILL weren't ready to lay it down. Now I can't wait to feel my cool 800 thread count sheets ( with the juice stains that won't come out from sippy cups) on my skin and the softness of my pillow. Of cours my 1 yr old will play with my face and give me kisses, and pull my eyelids up to see if I'm awake. But EVENTUALLY there will be blissful sleep until it starts all over again tomorrow. This is now my life. ;)

Everyday is a new adventure!! I have worked since I was 15yrs old and I have dealt with all kinds of problems and situations from racism to cronyism in the workplace. I have to say being a stay at home mom of 2 toddlers is the hardest job I've ever had!! I have 2 boys and they are 3yrs old, and 1 yr old. The 3 yr old is jealous of the 1 yr old, so everytime the baby gets a kiss, hug, or picked up my 3yr old is right there to get his too!! Needless to say my 40+ year old back can't handle the weight!! Bear in mind I'm 5'9" and 200+ lbs (no need to be accurate) pounds, and their dad is 6' 6 and 348lbs ( I don't care if I tell his weight). So needless to say we sired some healthy offspring!! My 3 yr old is a picky eater that only like cheese pizza and hot pockets and my 1 yr old will eat anything, unless he's teething as he is now so he pretty much just follows me around holding on to my leg and whining for comfort because his gums are kicking his butt!!