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"AUTISM BE DAMNED!!"

Everyday is a new day of twists, turns and mood swings with my son that has autism.  He doesn't speak he will  say "mama" but thats all. I've learned to adjust, adapt and be a mind reader!! My loving child gives me plenty of love and affection, and in those calgon take me awy moments , he senses my frustration and gives me a kiss which he expects will keep the "momster" away, and mostly it does! The added time and effort it takes to raise my 6 yr old not to feel neglected and forgotten, I have nooo time, energy or money left to do anything for myself. I  actually went into my closet today and mourned the fact that I haven't worn any of my "Via Spigas" "Dana Buchman"or anything that doesnt have a rubber heel, and all pants that just have elastic in the waist. I decided to put on some makeup the other day and realized I haven't worn it in soooo long I've lost my MAC pressed powder and chestnut lip liner!! I haven't seen

"I want to write a book"

Hello World, Being a mom a having health issues since I had my beautiful babies has slowed me down, and forced me to take an intricate look at my past, my present, and what the heck I'm gonna do in my future!! Every family function makes me painfully aware of how much older I am, as I look at my nieces and nephews grow older have children and get married. I became so introspective and I want so much to do as Oprah always encouraged us to do. "Follow my bliss". For as long as I can remember I have been very good at writing, it started when I was very young. One of my first memorable writing ventures took place when I was about 12, and my suave but lazy brother who was in 8th grade had to read " A Raisin in the Sun" and write a book report. Which would seriously interrupt his pimping women, so the night before it was due he offered me money to read the book and write the report for him. I agreed and at about 7pm read the book nonstop and in the wee